Two Directions...

When I entered in that room,

I knew you were dying,

I was happy and consoled myself,

You won’t see me- won’t see me when I am crying.

I looked back at time when I tried to keep you near,

The last time I remembered telling you; I love you my dear,

But then it was late to recognize fate and its torture to come,

So I prayed to god to give me more and give you less; may be only some.

Our baby would not feel sad, as her mum would not be around,

I would not let your memories die, not let it vanish in soil nor to the ground.

But how do I help the weak me, which wants to submit,

Whole life of mine was devoted to you, love is the only sin I could commit.

Why I and you were the chosen ones to fall apart

Why did god play the game of throwing pins at us; why did we have to be the dart?

Forever it might be or could be for a moment

I am down and rotten.

I will have to take steps that I would find difficult to, without you,

Why did I love you so much that time so fast; atrociously flew?

Here is the deal, and the deal is that I will keep you alive,

I will wait for you to come back, even if I need my loneliness to thrive.

Here is the promise that I will stand for; stand till eternity

I am not falling down, let alone the sins of the gravity...

From what I saw I saw with you,

Rescuing myself from inner me,

For now I walk and walk alone,

Fire or Sand whatever it be...