It
was during monsoons that this 7 year old boy first got hold of a
cartoon book. That lady with a big nose, wrinkle faced uncle,
twirling head duck, and tailless happy cat; they all made a world
around him which was fascinating and somehow life changing.
With
no real thought of 'I can do it or I cannot do it' he bought his 1st
drawing sheet with an ambition of sketching those portraits that he
had seen. Amid all the confusion around by family members; who
obviously have had nothing to do with art; he started his journey of
unthinkable.
To
shock all, he sketched those black lined faces with finesse that even
a student in progress learning it from the best of the masters could
not boast of. Wrinkles on faces were same, the nose was as sharp as
the axes could be and the tail was missing (obviously it never
existed). Days went by and the lines became darker and darker, the
boy became better and enhanced his skills to a different level
alltogether.
With
no real passion for studies he wanted to dedicate his life to draw
and paint. He wanted his painting to be his interpreter. An
interpreter? YES – irony as it was not known till now, the poor
chap could not speak; a deficit by birth. Not an end to life but or
was it???
He
knew (almost) by now what destiny had planned for him. And thought at
times that its good not to know what your life holds for you!!
Zebra
crossings are famous in The UK and other western countries but none
so existed in his small town. As he started travelling alone out of
his house, one day he survived what could have been an unwonted
accident while on the quest of crossing the road. Little fella
couldn't see the red light for pedestrians and BANG!! The presence of
mind by the car driver might have saved the day for him but then the
mind was full of thoughts and confusions. "Why did not I see the
color of the lights, or did I? Was it green or red?" And then he
recalled that he was the only one who tried crossing the road at that
time, the crowd behind was still a picture perfect of being statues.
‘Achromatopsia’;
this one word from the doctors changed his whole life, and a new
painting was drawn. Not by him but by the all mighty! The concept of
colors changed their meaning within those 20 minutes of discussion
and the piece of mind which could still think could speak only one
word – Your paintings would always be BLACK…..
Days
gripped on the paddles of time kept cycling off and dare I say that
they were fast and also incensed. He would slowly and slowly go in a
shell and see the kids play in the ground with a grey football (which
in fact was a yellow one) and think…WHAT A KICK! The red and the
greens made no difference anymore and it seemed the paintings would
indeed remain dark. The interpreter was dying a slow death of
expectation but the purchase of drawing sheets never dried. He was
sad but not out, it was as if the vacuums had to be filled with a
rage and he duly obliged.
There
were countless days, wherein he would lock down himself in his room
and keep sketching those spreadsheets. Tears, foliage, love, fervor,
detestation, fidelity, shrine, funerals, vows, confessions, chapters,
and exhaustion; they all remained black and with time they became
stronger.
He
grew and grew more confined to himself; he wouldn’t see anyone but
would sketch it all. His love for sketch raised its volume day in and
day out and with it the search for a way towards light. If you give
up so easily and curse and crib all the time, than why would you
think of being a decorator? An artist knows how to decorate and make
it look beautiful, no matter if he have had tears on those tissue
papers thinking of someone he painted “IN BLACK’.
Eyeborg-
that’s what the mighty master had created for someone who could not
differentiate between red and greens. This is an instrument, which
is placed on your head with a camera and transforms the light waves
in sound waves with a slow move. The computer to, which it is
attached, sends sound of each colour to an ear piece, which was now,
his INTERPRETER.
Though
it would not give him the insight of all that exists but then it was
a big step to paint it red, green, blue and some more. That crumple
faced uncle might have a shine on his face, the lady with the big
nose could afford a mole (not in black though) and the cat might just
get the rainbow coloured tail to change her life and show her
happiness.
However,
to amuse people he went back to his shell (as it seemed) and locked
himself down in the room again. The only time he would come out, was
for that one specific day he would need a walk down to the road
towards the canvas store. A big packet accompanied every time he
would get back to his DEN.
Years
went by and his beard (unseen by people) grown big on him. One final
day, with a mysterious smirk and steps of a dominating persona, he
came out and took his close to heart, little sister who was the
driving force for his food to be consumed on time in his self
sheltered Den and he just stood aside. Next was a flurry of tears and
excitement from the girl, who could see the beach side with green
trees, the boat house with red curtains, the pregnant woman with a
wiry glowing smile and earth with new horizons……
It
was music that he could paint now; the interpreter was out for all to
see…..
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